I'm thinking that it's time to get out. My patients are fading fast, the mind bruises just a little bit easier, dark times and shadows cast.
What are you suffering for? Your pride or some kind of personal war? And when you throw it away for nothing more than a simple taste.
I'll stay in time and watch you pass by. I'll draw this line and hope you'll take my side. You shouldn't have to fight alone. Its nobody's battle but your own...
I hate watching my good friends be fake to even faker friends.
This is so dumb; all this silly backstabbing bullshit. I never thought a group of guys would cause more high school girl drama than my actual girl friends.
Regardless, I think I've figured out who my true friends are and thats all I can do I suppose.
On the bright side Doug and I are fantastic. Hes wonderful, he treats me like a GIRL - like a real girl. Plus, he can take care of his own car and he has not one, but two jobs, and he bought me flowers the other day just cuz and ohhhh... sigh. Its been years since Ive been this happy and I really desperately hope that it works. I'm quite trilled
I saw Bassnectar the other night and HOLYFUCKINGSHIT. It was EPICCC. Most fun Ive had in a while. I had my two girls Chelsea and Rebekah and we had a total fucking blast. Blew my mind. Oh my god.
Tonight is going to be fun because I'll have Doug and my best friend Dustin with Matt and Chad in a bar with some girly drinks and badass local beer on tap. I love living in the beer capitol of the USA haha.
I vow to have a great day because its beautiful on this side of the world today and everything is right!
... I'd still like a vacation soon though, any suggestions?
-Eli-za-bitch